Feeling really bleak......

[GlasgowNeil]

....wish it would stop. I could go out tonight or stay in. I feel like whatever I do I'll feel crap.

[Hidden]

Hello

According to population tonight in the North

We pray that all can get really better for 2014

Happy New Year

BOB

[GlasgowNeil in reply to Hidden]

Thanks Bob, same to you.

[Suzie40]

Hey Neil,

I feel a bit like that about tonight. I'd be quite happy to curl up in front of the TV, but then every night I curl up in front of the TV so it wouldn't be anything special! I am going to a friend's house with the intention of staying for a couple of hours. If that happens, I've achieved my intention. If I stay longer, I've exceeded it. So either way I'll be a winner! Or that's my plan anyway!

Happy New Year lovely

Lucy xx

[gardengnome]

Hope the migraines have quietened down a bit. Did you manage to get a referral to the migraine clinic?

Well hope you find the least crap option for the evening, I'm already growling in anticipation of the fireworks that are bound to be let off till 1am, glad I did have a couple of lazy lie ins now, glad I don't work shifts any more, would not be impressed if I had to get up at 5.30 still.

I'm getting stuck into my on-going resolution to keep the house looking less like a whirl-wind's hit it, so that's what I'll be doing tonight, not exiting in the conventional sense, but it does make me feel ten times better when I don't see clutter everywhere, I guess being messy is one of my many self-sabotaging streaks.

Well like I say, keep choosing the less crap option, and some time it will turn into the ''better option''

Just checked the Glasgow weather, it should dry up after 8, and if you do have an early night, it looks just right for a morning walk, with a couple of woolly jumpers on of course.

New moon and New Year Tomorrow, Maybe New Hopes. Yes I know that's all mushy, but kicking the black dog of depression in the balls does need a bit of the sickly sweet mushiness, Suddenly I have this picture in my mind of some poor Labrador being booted over a six foot fence by ''Polyannna'', not that I would recommending booting the locals dog as a therapy...think I should sign off before some one alerts the r.s.p.c.a.....

[GlasgowNeil in reply to gardengnome]

Yes, have been referred to Migraine Clinic thanks! I love dogs but happy to boot imaginary black ones!

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I hope whatever you do GlasgowNeil you have some comfort.

Viktor

[Maggiet]

Sometimes going out when you least feel like it ends up being a really good night. Whatever you decide to do, enjoy. I wish a better new year for you. I know what it's like when all seems bleak. If you have a God then God bless you, if you don't then I wish you well.

[GlasgowNeil]

Thanks everyone. I've decided to stay in as too knackered to go out. What's really getting me down are my headaches, which are unrelenting. This is no surprise I suppose considering how stressful the last month has been. Going to stay in and try and feel OK, maybe watch a film. Have a good evening everyone and all the best for the NY!

[gardengnome in reply to GlasgowNeil]

try a german tradition, for the last few decades everyone watches, ''dinner for one'' on new years. Where the butler gets drunk while toasting missing guests, yes i know it sounds sad, but it is painfully funny, I do find you-tube the source of much amusement and have discovered lots of new things from it.

[GlasgowNeil in reply to gardengnome]

There's loads of versions on there, will give it a go!

[GlasgowNeil in reply to GlasgowNeil]

Funny! I think I've seen it before a very long time ago. Who was Freddie Frinton?!

[gardengnome in reply to GlasgowNeil]

Grimsby lad from the black and white days, expert at playing drunk roles.

[GlasgowNeil in reply to gardengnome]

He certainly was in that. Have you seen 'ultimate dog tease' or dog wants a kitten? Both on YouTube and very funny if you like dogs!

[GlasgowNeil]

Hi, hope you're having an OK night in. I'm watching a film and going to bed early. Its just an evening like any other!