I want to die.

[Humphrey42]

On Thursday I was suffering from hay fever and feeling unwell. I had two tissues on my desk. A work colleague said she didn't want to put her pamphlet on my desk. I quote " its like dealing with a child". Ever since then I wanted to die. I woke up this morning thinking of how to die.. Every hour since then I want to die. I have spoken to the Samartitans for 46 mins. I just holding it together

[knowles8586]

take no notice stupid bloody woman, has she no feelings for anyone but herself

[Adorable1]

I know we can feel so bad about what people say and do to us....please don't feel bad...some people just don't know what it's like to suffer...bless you...I understand...the thing is she will have forgotten all about it and poor you are suffering ...don't let it get to you..hang on in there,,,there are better days to come

Xx

[Suzie40]

It sounds to me like what happened in work was the straw that broke the camel's back. Has the chat with the Samaritans helped? X

[teajay]

I have hayfever as well. I know how much stress it can cause the body and mind... to have some dim-wit insensitive bi#ch make a comment so cruel would have gotten to me too. She's not losing any sleep over it. I hope you feel better soon. Keep in touch with those who support you and never give up.

Tamra

[Hidden]

What a horrible woman. I know how you feel and I would have been very upset too. I agree with what Suzie said. Lots of times I have been pushed over the edge by a nasty remark. Its just one too many isn't it? I am not going to say forget it but next time you see her and you get the change do something like turning your back on her.

I worked years ago at a Job Centre and this guy compared me to this young attractive girl as beauty and the beast. Guess who was the beast. I was very upset all weekend but plotted my revenge. On the Monday I wound him up (he was thick) unmercifully and had him running in circles frantic. I also told a friend saying not to tell my immediate boss - knowing that she would (and did). So it backfired on him. I felt so good afterwards.

Another one I got was this guy at work asking me if my hairdressers shop had burnt down. Nasty guy. Anyway this guy kept bumming fags off me and that evening we all went out for a drink. Sure enough this guy asked me for a ciggie. I said 'sorry I haven't got any as my newsagents burned down' He said 'huh'. So I said 'it was next to the hairdressers shop which was burnt down' He never asked for a ciggie again.

Bev x

[Jeffju]

It so awful how we get so upset by some moron and they will have no recollection of it whatsoever. Try and put it from your mind, not easy I know, and realise that this person has not one ounce of the compassion and strength that you do. We , who suffer from anxiety/ depression , are strong people who get through each day as best we can. Carry on being strong , compassionate and caring and be kind to yourself. And take no notice of remarks made by idiote. Good luck. xx

[Adorable1]

Hi Humphrey

Hope you are feeling better.....

Xxx

[Hidden]

Personally I would not let this person give you a rise, ignorance is never worth bothering about, understand that you would not do the same thing, So under that reason why allow her to be make you feel ill with depression.

Non of above is really not worth talking about, so let it go

Good Luck

BOB

[Hidden]

Don't take others word in to heart.You will feel good when you ignore others criticize.