Third week of circumcision

Hi guys. I was circumcised on the 16th of August 2021, so it’s been 3 weeks now. It’s healing, stitches out and had my first masturbation, which was different. I am literally worried to do it again lol. Feels different and not fully recovered and takes a lot of time to have orgasm. Just right before the orgasm my penis feels like can’t extract fully, I guess it’s because of the skin is still not fully recovered. I am not happy with the look. Under my glans I see the edges of the skin where the stitches were and they are so random, looks like little pieces of the edges were cut off or something. Is it going to (bumpy) flat out? I have also lost a bit of size, but again, could take up to 6 months apparently to get back to normal. I am just worried about the look and seeing others theirs look much better after 3 weeks. No infection thanks god, the shaft is a bit swollen (I guess the doctor stitched the skin to the shaft and the top bit is still healing and yellowish discharge in the gap. I can’t pull it back from the shaft to see how the wound is, as on the sides of my penis the skin attached. It’s weird.

Thanks