I was adopted as a baby, I’m talking day or two days old. I had the most amazing childhood, I was an only child and I was given so much love.
I never remember not knowing I was adopted, it was normalized very early on and I didn’t feel unwanted or any negativity about adoption whatsoever. I honestly rarely thought about my birth parents up until my late 20s when doctor’s appointments I’d be asked “does your family have a medical history of …”, and I’d say I didn’t know.
I’m now 35 and through the internet and my mother (the woman who raised me is my mother btw) I know the name of my birth mother and that I have 2 half brothers. One of them even lived in the same city as me for a few years.
I know I need to make this decision, to contact my birth mother or to not. I don't have expectations or anything, I really don’t want to disrupt her life if she hasn’t shared her past (ie me) with her family and friends I’d understand that , but i also feel I have the right to know my health history , where i genetically came from and who my birth father was.
I feel this void in me at times and it’s growing so deep that it’s making me unable to move forward in my life in so many ways. I think it’s time I confront this piece of me.
Is anyone out there in a similar position? I don’t know any one else going through this