I Don't know what is wrong with me??

[PuppyBeach]

I'm a woman in my early forties. I've been told that I am a very attractive woman and classy. I guess this is because I am SO shy. I've never been in a long relationship. The longest relationship I have been in was for 1 year. I NEVER heard an "I Love you" or was never made a priority in a mans life. Yes I have daddy issues. Well had, he passed away last year and I am devastated because I was hoping we can fix our relationship. I am not a person to sleep around either. I've had very few intimate partners.

I just recently told the man I used to work with that I was attracted to him and if he would be interested in getting to know eachother and he turned me down. So I feel so worthless and I don't feel like a woman.

I was in a small relationship with a man that knew everything I went through and he said he was going to stick around and get to know me. But then he ghosted me.

[PuppyBeach]

Thank you so much for your kind words. Yea I am really hard on myself. I playback things I said or if I spoke too loud or I don't know I just feel like I looked stupid infront of whomever I want to impress.

[PuppyBeach]

I never thought of that. You are right. Maybe?

[Guitarsrcool]

Hey PuppyBeach welcome (even though we’re not here because of good things happening to us) I still want to tell you you’re brave for having the courage to speak up about your problems because it’s very hard for some to speak about them so you’re amazing! I’m proud of you. You do seem to be going through some pretty rough stuff and life is sometimes not fair to any of us but that’s life and although it may seem really bad right now just remember you’ve gotten through all the bad days you’ve been through. So congratulations! Also remember life is going to have its ups and downs, it’s like a heartbeat monitor, it goes down but you know it’ll go up soon and that’s the way life is. Ups and downs are what makes a person a person by the stuff they’ve been through. Much love I hope you get better and you can always reach out if you need help or anyone to talk too.