This all started a year ago with a really painful knee and finger joints and then a surprise positive ANA. The fatigue and other symptoms had always been there in bouts for years but had been put down to anaemia and flu. Now my christmas tree is sitting in the garden for my husband to bring in where I would normally do it and as I am very picky about the decorations I always do that myself but this year I think I will have to ask for help as I am a bit stiff at the moment. I suppose I knew I had got quite a bit worse but recetly a few things have made me realise it and I don't like it.
I am a self confessed control freak and part of me is saying you can do it and another part is screaming be sensible I wonder which will win.
As you can tell I have not accepted this yet and don't even have a firm diagnosis either. I have an appointment on the 19th and I am hoping I get somewhere this time as my medication still does not have it under control.
This was meant to be an observation not a rant, sorry. Off to have my bath and consider whether I am going to be sensible or stupid lol.