I thought my appointment was a routine dermatology appointment as that is what I am used too. But this one was very different indeed and I was referred to him by Rheumatologist who between them will now share my care š
I was in full flare and the doctor spent ages looking at my skin. I showed him photos of my death hands (my nick name for grey tone). He confirmed this was consistent with Raynauds.
Showed him the photos of my skin after being in contact with water. At this point he compared my legs today against the photo, his opinion is that this is not an allergy but more that my body is struggling to get my blood to circulate to my skin and the heat from water is manipulating the flow of blood to the areas I am struggling with. 100% makes sense to me as the water rash only shows on the areas I get my normal skin complaints. He said this will need a separate medication.
He also commented on the fact that my skin is extremely dry, to the point it cracks . I was meant to grab a prescription today for this but I forgot š
Due to the activity that was visible today he requested skin biopsy, to which this was declined, no one to do it. He rang another department they also declined. This very caring doctor then said to me āyouāve been here there and everywhere and I have you here today so if you could please wait I will do them myself at the end of my clinicā. I had a biopsy taken from my forearm where I am starting to produce strange scaly areas and one taken from my chest where I produce a red rash.
Now I may not get the answer even still, but the fact I now have two specialists who believe in me makes me feel like Iām winning this battle. I can slowly feel that from now on I will no longer drown in self doubt or anxiety in case the doctors think Iām a nuttah .
Someone I canāt remember who mentioned I should have my own name for my illness š. I think I will go for āeverything and anything autoimmune diseaseā ššš
For any of you who are facing the long diagnosis battle, please keep on your fight, because without you believing in you, you will never get someone else to believe in you š
We are all unique in our own ways, but one thing I can honestly say we all share, is kind caring open hearts ā„ļø because we know what it feels like to experience these mind boggling body dysfunctions. Xxx