My sister told me that she read somewhere that this disease brings things into perspective. I’m still waiting for that to happen. I’ve gotten so many gray hairs ever since the diagnosis and so many broken capillaries and redness everywhere. I’m very pale as it is and they are very visible. I don’t know if it’s because of the medication or what. This of course shouldn’t matter, considering... but they make me feel so ugly and old and useless. I never realised I was so vain. Am I alone in feeling this way?