Me again... Feels like I can't catch a break!
After a very happy 8 years together it seems my diagnosis has now destroyed my relationship with my once amazing partner.
I am beyond heartbroken. We had just moved into our first proper home together after living with parents through our early 20s. I had never felt so happy. We were getting married this autumn...
I now have to face losing my best friend, and my home. All while I am feeling so rough. I've not even had long enough on my meds to feel much of an effect. I am so scared...
I don't know what the hell to do. I've got very few people in my life that I can talk to.
EDIT TO ADD:
Thank you all for your heartfelt messages. We are now over. It was messier than needed. Police had to be involved because he became violent. He's currently in police custody as we speak.
He had been abusing me for the past few weeks over my illness - but I was madly in love and blind and forgiving. And then he was unfaithful. But I forgave...
Having been with someone my whole adult life and having them as my best friend, my family, I don't know anything else at the moment. Tonight will be the first time I sleep in a bed on my own in about half a decade. We were joined at the hip. Every item in our home has a memory to him or us, my clothes, jewellery, furniture.
It will be tough, but not tougher than a CTD and I am already taking that head on.
Onwards and upwards I guess..