I'm feeling really unwell tonight. I want to sleep; but I can't. My eyes are on fire; they feel so dry and almost like I've got grit in them, and they're awfully itchy. I normally always have a very faint malar rash, but tonight it's come out like I've been sun burnt, it's very dry and extremely itchy and it's making the rest of my face itch, too. In fact, pretty much everywhere is itching. I've taken an antihistamine and it's done absolutely nothing. I took cocodamol and ibroprofen and that hasn't helped, except calm my achy legs. I'm also currently experiencing chronic uti infections...everytime I get rid of one it comes back within two weeks, it's driving me insane just like everything else. It's hard to find the strength to get out of bed everyday and I always feel like I'm whinging all the time even though my partner wants me to tell him when I'm in pain so that he can help me, and always listens to me and has all the time in the world for my whining, I just feel like a burden sometimes. And I'm sick of telling my boys that mummy can't play or mummy has to test and so on. It's hard to keep positive. But, I guess I'll just keep on fighting, even though I feel like giving up and hibernating forever!! But that won't do me any good I suppose.
Does anyone else suffer from reaccurant uti infections? Or any other type of infection. My white blood cells are very low so I suppose it makes sense for me to keep getting ill.
Hope everyone is doing well. Thanks for reading, now I have to resume scratching my skin !