2 weeks ago on monday i got a phone call saying i got the apprenticeship i applied for. It is for a position as a teaching assistant at a school for children with physical and neurological problems. I am really looking forward to it. I've decided when i learn to drive i will then apply for a job as a carer for elderly people. I can really see the point in a future now. I am going to try and get control of my conditions and do most things i want to. I want to have my own property and get a mortgage in the future as well.