I know that sounds like I'm about to party,but I'm about to shop for my daughter's easter basket and go grocery shopping. I haven't in a month now.I couldn't, but today I feel just a little bit better. Hopefully it's starting to go away.I still feel terrible but not as bad. I'm not crying .i haven't cried once today.My daughters 1st birthday is next month planning a big party for her. A tropical 1 because she loves the movie rio.I'm going to buy the stuff to make her the best cake ever. It will be so gorgeous.. I will post pictures.Her birthday isn't until April 24th.So I'm just buying the supplies to make the cake.Blue raspberry jello cake with homemade whipped cream frosting, and I'm making tropical plants, flowers and airbrushing a sunset .Then putting the cartoon figure cake toppers I bought the characters blu and jewel.Its going to be awesome and I cannot wait to make her first cake. Then record her smashing her hand in it old school style no smash cake .She is going to smash her own huge cake then the piece she smashes I will cut out and give to her. She will be in her pretty dress. I dont care if she ruins the dress it won't fit in 2 months anyways. it will be on video lol..Feeling optimistic.