writing on a fellow lupies blog post has made me think.
looking at family history I have 3 immediate family members with auto immune disorders (R.A, diabetes and M.S), 4 outer family members with history of cancer, and god knows what other conditions further back, well I could curl up in to a ball, worry about every little thing and just sit in a dark room and rock and cry all the time, but, what good would it do?
I would still be awaiting diagnosis, my family would still have their health issues, and the risk of the cancer on top would also still be there. one of my colleagues at work said the other day " you look really well", little did she know that I had only had a few hours sleep, maxed out on my pain relief and had diazepam to stop my spasms, I had a little chuckle.
maybe because of my job I appreciate how delicate life is and I try stay positive, after all what could I achieve if I didn't..