When I wrote my last post I was so full of hope and felt happy again. I had forgotten what that was like! However, my original Dr. has overruled my new Dr. and once again I am getting no help or support and I am feeling so depressed. I have had 3 day's where the pain has been unbearable and yesterday was truly horrendous and that was with Opioid's and Oramorph.
I was expecting to be sent to see an Orthopaedic Consultant about the 2 fractured vertebrae and finding out, once and for all whether I have spinal cancer or not and why is the pain there getting so much worse? I was also waiting for a referral to my Thoracic Consultant who found the lung cancer after 15 month's of no treatment. I am still waking up in the middle of the night coughing and coughing and being violently sick for over an hour and a half and this is the 7th test I have put in for that but it seems my Dr. isn't going to send me now. The new Dr. told me that he would but my original Dr. appears to have overruled him ! I don't know what to do any more because I feel too tired to fight any more !
Sorry if I'm rambling but does anybody know how long it would be for spine cancer to show up after a Lobectomy? One Radiographer said that I had cancer at the 2 fracture's and then our hospital 's Radiographer said no it was Osteoporosis. Considering they left me with lung Adenocarcinoma for 15 month's, didn't tell anybody and an Australian Radiographer had seen the tumour on my lung but our hospital forgot to say anything until I was rushed to hospital with Pneumonia. Australia because our hospital couldn't get enough Radiographer's!
I know that I shouldn't moan but today is a down day. Sorry! Am thinking of you all . Please take care and I send my love to you all.
Love and hugs to everybody. Danni xxxxx