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My story in 2016 I remember it was almost thanksgiving and that’s was the beginning of my nightmare because I use to drink so much alcohol daily and I thought it made me happy because I was able to go do whatever I wanted to do without any fear and me doing me not even thinking about how I really was looking like a crazy drunk to my kids and mom and family and friends but it didn’t make me stop made me want more because I didn’t think I had a problem so I continue doing what I thought was helping me to live my life to the fullest was actually killing me slowly and making all my mental illness worse made me out of a bad person and made me very sick I was struck in a dark room lying in bed scared to eat drink or sleep I thought my only option was suicide I didn’t see no other way out the darkness I was in and today am very blessed I didn’t choose deaf I choose to live it was hard and all that time I didn’t even know I really could had died because I was withdrawing from alcohol and didn’t even know it at the time so happy for this app and all the wonderful people I get to talk too so I don’t have to always be in my own head all the time I appreciate y’all thanks 🙏🏾

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So glad you chose to live must have been a long road to recover but you did it. Stay strong and very brave to tell your story.😎

Thank you for sharing your story with us! I'm really glad that you are doing so much better and that scary period of your life is over!!

Stay strong, sending positive vibes your way!

- Alisha

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Is not over am working hard to feel better

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How have you been feeling recently?

I find that it depends on the day. Some days are great and some days are a lot harder. How has your body been reacting to you giving up alcohol?

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I think my body still going through withdrawals but is going on 3 weeks tomorrow but I use to self medicate for years and drink everyday so I think is going to take some time before my body fully heals

Thank you for sharing. It’s great to hear how well you have done..

🌺🌹🌺🌹 x

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