hey everyone im new to this and have never posted before but im so tired and fed up been to so many doctors and nobody can tell me whats wrong with me. i have suffered with health anxiety since i was about 15 and i am now 24 it went away for a long time but after i had my second child it came back again with a vengeance it started with a sinus infection to thinking i was dying everyday from something i thought it was a brain tumor and when 3 doctors told me it was not i walked into the ER complaining of head pains and they finally game me a scan which came back clear. now in the last few days ive convinced myself i have MS, THROAT CANCER, LUNG CANCER, AND NOW IT IS BREAST CANCER and sinud cancer :(. i have a weird numbness feeling i get in my face more like a feeling of fullness which freaks me out and i just feel so generally weak and tired and dizzy all the time im affecting my husband and my kids my oldest one is 3 and she says everyday mommy im sick. or mommy is sick and its making me feel terrible everyday i feel like today is my last day and im dying from a terrible illness they have not found i cant keep up i find myself crying or googiling multiple times a day feel so helpless. thinking about leaving my kids without a mother and i cant even make plans my daughters birthday is coming up and i keep thinking im going to be dead by then