Every night I'm awake till 4 in the morning because I'm scared to sleep,then the day is a living hell.checking my skin every half an hour to see if a dogey rash has appeared or a lump. I'm sick of it every single day ,spending the whole day worried that it's your last. I cry a lot too my emotions are all over the place and I get angry very easily too . Sick of living like this,sick of waking up and examining my skin,taking my temperature,constantly googling symptoms and diseases. And when I google symptoms I feel like I then get all them symptoms after I read them. I convince myself everyday I'm really ill and I just hate it. Please give me some advise ,please just tell me I'm not going crazy .