Hi all. I have a Dr appt today and I am so scared of what they will find. I had an abnormal test at the lady Dr a couple years ago, but lost my insurance before it could be fixed. Lately I've had quite a bit of constant pain. I just got my insurance back and I'm headed to the Dr later today but I'm terrified. I keep imagining that they are going to tell me I waited to long and now there is nothing they can do. I imaging dying painfully as I rot from the inside out. I keep thinking that I'll never see my kids grow up and that my husband will be alone. I'm so sad and afraid.