Here again xxxx
Been really slaving myself to work.
Woke up today with hell of intrusive thoughts, when I get these images I automatically panic reach my phone and log in to this website
I feel really scared my loves, why is is like that. When I have these thoughts everything I feel is connected. Like everything I see is related to it, like a final destination movie.... Like if I'm eating I see fork and I get thoughts it becomes so heightened. Suddenly a book that I've read years ago and the title bothers me. Suddenly every single break in the car becomes an accident scene etc...... Oh my god I feel terrified then because I'm terrified I get anxious then I get nightmares then I'm more anxious wahhhhh is there a way out of this forever, will there ever be a time that I won't ever get this thoughts,?
Love you all