Last October, I collapsed and was admitted to Wyong Hospital, then transferred to Gosford Hospital where I was put in an induced coma on life support for 3 weeks, the diagnosis was severe pneumonia in both lungs, my skin had turned purple. Then they discovered a `blood fungus. So I had to stay an additional 3 weeks with an IVU being administered super duper antibiotics whilst I underwent tests like heart echos, ultrasounds to determine where it was originating. I have no memory of the 3 weeks preceding my admission, most of my admission and the 4 weeks upon being discharged. I can not remember a thing. It's all wiped. Now I have severe panic attacks if I have to visit the GP. What happened to me?