I am now four months down the road after having a heart attack that lead to oxygen depravation to my brain. I am only now realising the effect that this has had on me and my life. I spent the last 4 months denying that this has happened to me but am now realising that i am in denial
I struggle with anger - my son and my wife being the main targets of this. Realising this makes me feel horrible. I have changed so much since my BI and am now sure I like the new me. It is slowly destroying my relationship with my wife - with who I feel constantly angry. I can feel myself slipping into depression - which I have never had
My reaction to the smallest thing is completely out of proportion, but I don't seem to realise that at the time. The constant fatigue that I have is driving m crazy - and it seems like this drive me in every way
Sorry for the rant but I can really do with some advice.