Well it almost been a year since my accident time flys when your having fun with a Bi. Im getting there with the new version of me but I'm really struggling with crying and emotion and Love. Iv posted other threads on the emotion subject and was always advised with patience, tolerance and acceptance which I'm still applying. I didn't cry on the day of the accident and haven't since and my emotions are really really strange. Im sure they won't ever get back to how they wore (always wore my emotions on my sleeve) cried and showed family how I felt but not now. Its like its been knocked out of me and so has the love.
I don't seem to have any Love and iv lost and missed how it feels, don't love anything? I suppose if you don't know what love is or don't feel it how can you love anything. Iv had this conversation with my wife and kids and I'm rationilising the love thing. I should love my wife and kids but I'm really struggling with it. I have a bond with them but is this love? its so frustrating as when I think about them now writing this I'm happy remembering their faces but that feeling I used to get in my stomach and that warm feeling in my heart and the lump in my throught just isn't here, why not? Maybe its time to visit the consultant but he wasn't very helpful when I left hospital last May. Headway may be able to help.
In conclusion I really thought this love feeling and bond would come back but it just hasn't and I'm finding it tough.
Can anyone help with this?
Has anyone had this happen to them and what did you do?
Did it come back?