this is very sad but I must let everyone no who s suffering pain and brain damage like I have. what I say is the truth .

[eddstjohnoneday]

and I have all this wrote down yes I forget so ive always wrote this down or anything I need to do or ill forget anyway I text myself now much easier.

I get spazm in hands every musle in my body Is bad .

so any type of pain is horrific chronic pain cramps and so on .

firstly myself ive took every medication for pain . 19 years .

prescribed by my doctors or consultant

yes . I cant remember yesterday with brain damage.

but icant remember things about my mum and dad deaths horrific way they died.

but medical cannabis . makes my brain work a bit better and things I have no way of remembering or have to be told it then might text it to my phone .pop up believe me .

as for pain in whole body it . stops it better than medication . there are so many people suffering taking medication that we all no kills your body and most of all you get used to meds so increase dose try different medication of your doctor. but only to get use to again .I cant cry with brain damage . but my heart is popping out of my chest .

I don't like drugs . cannabis is a plant that's natural its in the bible .

I no why suffering believe me it works . ill take a lie detector . anyone who dosnt believe me .and yes its illegal . if I can remember the last words I said to my mum .only coz

I had a medical cannabis . 3 or 4 years ago she my angel mum . died and last week it popped up in my brain mum I love you you no that .ill be home to take care of you are will you eddie thanks love before I got back home she died .

now if this medication makes me remember thing and it also eases all types of pain

to the point of you no its there but you don't feel it it makes me more active.i can push myself longer. smile god you have no idea . I mean that in a nice way. I wear a mask

meaning I look ok act ok but im in a bad way I except this . now so why can my axiety go

I can feel my legs and most of all to remember things me and my mum and dad had conversations they pop up if you are a sufferer and do what I do you no it works .

and yes there are different brands that work for everyone .im scared to order it again .

but if your one of us suffering help me . who has the right to stop me remembering my mum and dad. and being painless . I want to be better and the cures there . only the

suffering who do this will no . help me

[HEATH757032RM9yx]

Yes i see your point,Iam not anti herb,its down to what works and informed choice

[cat3]

It's well known that Cannabis can relieve symptoms of many conditions and I hope that this herbal alternative to pharmaceutical drugs will be de-criminalised soon ( there's talk of it by polititians but I'm not holding my breath just yet).

But take a look at the link I sent you yesterday Eddie for the legal type of Cannabis which has had the 'high' ingredient removed but is still as therapeutic........and legal. xx

[Hidden]

Do be careful Eddie, I know a few people who's brains have been seriously mucked up with cannabis. If you already have brain problems you need to be sure you know what you are doing or you could finish up in a worse state than you are in now.

I am not anti-drugs if it helps, but do take all the advice you can before you go down that route.

[eddstjohnoneday in reply to Hidden]

thanks for careing I no the risks I had a healthy brain in a scan years before my damage.ive always smoked it for pain till scan more likely drink maybe a fall I don't drink and don't no how it realy 2 severe traumas jan and april jan one I was going dizzy all the time for me to get a scan that was first jan then I got or had 2 april no one no s doctors are baffled how I had second one I didn't drink .the point im making is az a friend.so I smoked for years with my pain before the scan said healthy brain .

and now my friend its severe blow to the head or ive fell drunk . to be like it is but still don't no .since my injury ive always been no worse but better with it and I remember things that have been deleted . but also ease the chronic pain .so its a fact . young people no to that or any drugs I research it of a site like this and believe me a lot of people are prescribed it in America of doctors my brain is like not much going on have medical and its like my brain is thinking a lot more and no pain ive had people in all works off life tell me I do more less fatigue .paul mcartnet smoked up until few years ago all his lfe . look what hes achieved . so many people smoke it alcohol is the brain and personality changer im very wize and no its dangers . but takeing dydrocodeine for 17 to a long time is more dangerous trust me . I don't sell it would never go there I tell this website of friends because so many ov us sufferer and take strong meds you don't need them you would have tovdetox slow but some and everyone has different

conditions trust me x ps ask me 2 chronic conditions for which most of us suffer from ill answer . its not for everyone . comes in food lollipops even cats and dogs are given it in America to calm nervous dogs or cats than strong tablets . ask me 2 ill get fact information thx eddie x

[eddstjohnoneday]

cat my friend im very alert I wouldn't ever look or take spice and other types of imitation cannabis

ive seen the affects love online . they are so dangerous and I think its still legal to buy online.

that kind of synthetic drugs are so dangerous .deadly so it should be high punishment to anyone who messing with it . thanks cat that's why medical cannabis from a doctors dispencery.

is the safest way . which I would only order if you have an option to pay with paypal or credit card.

I no the sites .but im scared of being caught by customs and police even thou I no .if you put all my illnesses and brain damage to a judge and what information I have I thinkthey would understand . ive had people the same as us all pray come of meds eddie pack tobacco

as I have the start of copd disease . cat id be vaporizing no tobacco time is so important

to stop tobacco fatigue do more for later life im 51 or2 its bad situation . .doctors have said have you tried consultants have said to me . . I don't drink 3years now never will I realy need a person .

who could turn a blind eye I want to laught stop meds and tobacco .do more for headway

its so hurtfull I cant understanding why I cant better my self . it wont cure me but I could do more .

feel sad now .x

[eddstjohnoneday]

god they stopped your benefits and you have tbi .no love I havnt tried it .

I feel sick for you being denied benefits can a letter of your consultant write a letter for social .it reminds me badly of benefits and quote of top proffesser . for me in letter say eddie has had many sressefull situations over the past 17 years with social security .

I have to go love I feel dizzy eddie .