Bad emotional day

[moo196]

Just saying.......Thinking about just going back to bed.

Sometimes my positivity goes awol and today life feels sh1t.....

Hugs or kicks up the bum please !

[logic99]

Hi moo196 hoping you feel better soon. My fiancé is suffering also, he's going for a lot of pees. And looks bad. He gets so wound up with the heavy heads. He won't go to docs. I'm just worrying.

[moo196 in reply to logic99]

Thanks for your reply..... think I am going to go out on my bike ... might help..... Can you ring docs on his behalf ?? x

[Hidden in reply to moo196]

Going out on your bike sounds like a great idea so long as it is not too hot where you are (it's 25 degrees here). Fresh air and peace and quiet is just what the doctor ordered.

Failing that, how about feet up, a nice cuppa and some good music?

I am lucky in that my husband is having a fairly good day. Saw a neuro psychologist this morning who has diagnosed him with mild dementia on top of a bi and cancer! Ain't life grand!!!

[moo196]

Thanks....just back from 5.2 miles....good for my body and probably my mind...though not sure yet.

Just sick of battling with everything on my own (partner left day after my first seizure)...and had disappointing and wasted time on gynae appointment this morning along with my usual head stuff and some text arguments with my ex....ugh !!!

[logic99 in reply to moo196]

Hi moo do you get heavy head,if I did something's like ring docs he would go berserk. So hopefully he will think for himself. I know I get very anxious but I too feel he doesn't believe in me enough.

[moo196 in reply to logic99]

Sorry, all out of advice today...... speak to medical staff privately...

[randomphantoms in reply to moo196]

Hi Moo

Was wondering whether you needed the hugs or the other and decided that hugs are the order of the day.

Here are some big hugs for today and remember that tomorrow is a whole new day.

Love n hugs

XooooooooooooooooooooooO

[moo196 in reply to randomphantoms]

Don't even want to think about tomorrow right now.....feels like another day of emotional distress awaits.

[randomphantoms in reply to moo196]

Apart from the forum when I get that distressed I deliberately do my preparations for bed muttering nice things to myself like bubbles, butterflies and rainbows.

The next day never looks that bad after a night of sweet dreams.

Wishing you a really good night and sweet dreams.

More hugs

OoooooOOOOOO

[angelite]

Definitely no kicks, Moo ! Sounds like you've had plenty of those already. Sending a virtual hug, hot chocolate and furry cushion ( they always make me feel better ! )

Angela x

[Elenor3]

Hi Moo sending you a big hug. Good to see you've managed to hang on to your sense of humour.......no kicks for you....only hugs and a lot of TLC. Hope the bike ride helped x

[steve55]

moo196 teedy bear holdall for all those bad and a squashing positive hug from a honey monster

[razyheath43]

HUGS! tommrow will be better

[Hidden]

Here's some hugs x

[moo196]

Thanks for all the hugs so far.....much appreciated and needed. Life feels pants right now

[Julesgettingthere]

hugs from jules too moo xxx

[moo196]

Thanks - just had to have a Magnum to try to help..,,

[davee in reply to moo196]

Champagne or ice cream? xxx

[moo196 in reply to davee]

Ice cream :-)......can't afford that much champagne financially nor medically....

[suemoff]

A big hug from me too, sometimes it just feels too hard to keep battling on, but we always do. Xxxxxxx

Sue

[aqua4]

Hi Moo, A bit late but here's a hug from me. Kx

[louisele50]

Evening Moo here's a big hug from me 😊 X

[suemoff]

MooI know that yesterday you couldn't even think about today, but I do hope that today is a bit kinder to you.

More hugs from me

Sue xxxxxx

[BaronC]

Go back to bed, I do, often

[moo196 in reply to BaronC]

i didn't - though maybe should've done given the ex text argument !

[BaronC in reply to moo196]

Tell him to sod off, it's always the answer, and then (and this is the real clincher) get the chocolate Hobnobs out.

It's a winner

[davee]

It must have been my day today, I've been given tablets to help me sleep and still was awake at 04-50 this morning. I'm going to have my own sleeping medicine tonight. I only live about 200 yards from the pub. Beer's my tipple, I also can't afford champagne. And I can't even afford ice cream, ice cube out of the fridge for me. xx

[3Rainbows in reply to davee]

I was on zopiclone about a month before they started working ...stick with it.

Ax

[davee in reply to 3Rainbows]

Thanks for your reply. So far I've been taking them for about 3 weeks and they've done the job already. I don't take them all the time. Only if required. I've had the most sleep in ages.

[moo196 in reply to davee]

Personally I could sleep for England these days ! Minimum 8 hours/night .... and more in stressful times - still wake up tired mind you.....Slept 10 to 7 ( have to take anti epileptics at 7 every day) and then back to sleep until 10 again ...still knackered.

[davee in reply to moo196]

I wish the epilepsy meds would do that for me. I'd never be awake though. Since 1999 the amount I've been on would knock out a horse. The sleeping tablets are doing a good job on me. Hope you are well. x

[moo196 in reply to davee]

Not sure it's the meds making me fatigued...or the condition I have...or the dealing with e everything on my own.......either way I would like to actually feel refreshed after such a long time sleeping...but never do. Feel like I am sleeping my life away sometimes....not good .....off to the pub now tho ☺

[davee in reply to moo196]

Have a pint for me please.

[moo196 in reply to davee]

Pint had....tho it was lime and soda as I'm not allowed alcohol

[davee in reply to moo196]

I'm very glad, not too bothered about lime and soda. Feel a little better already. Thanks. Next round's on me.

[Hidden]

Hi moo, hope you are feeling better today and had a decent night's sleep after your bike ride. Sending hugs to you. Claire xx