Hi all, not posted for a while although have read your posts( even answered a few ).
Any way not been to good of late. I fell over ( ok nothing new there ) just as I was coming into the house. Left leg decifed to take a rest again without letting me know.
I went to grsb handrail and sort of missed. I watched as my hand slid psst the rail and my left thumb was bent back. The good point in this id it totally distracted me from the ground thst was rushing up to great me.
The ground was so excited to meet me that it decided to remove the air from my lungs. End result was me gasping holding a rather sore hand along with a few more bruises.
I was able to move my hand and thumb so strapped it up and waited to see how it settled.
the first week was ok but then it decided to swell up si tried gp. Oh how I laughed when they said theres a 3 week wait. Oh they were not joking.
So off to a and e to be told I wss wasting their time and should see my gp. Eventually wss seen and told its probably ok go way and see how it goes.
well eventually its better sort of. Swelling went down after another couple of weeks and my grip is painful and weak but hey no pain no gain.
Well that would have been enough but decided to help my wife decorate. BIG mistake ss I cant wallpaper and have no patiance. Result I have a strop and hissy fit and cause more work.
To be serious though I really upset my wife and I dont know why. She akready makes allowances for my short temper and says she undrrstands I dont mean it. I just wish I could stop myself.
Its like my head says stop but my mouth has its own ideas. Will I ever get used to this new me totally. I hate being like this and I know my wife does a., although she wont admit it.
On a good note we got through it and are once again its us against the world together. If anyone has any ways to help with these outburst I am all ears. Yes I have been to anger management before it is suggested. I was even worse trust me.
Well thats enough for now.