Job is still working out, I have no contract but have my hours for next week so I'm guessing that's good.
Someone I used to know came into work today with their relatively new OH. Someone I knew before my fall, when things were better. I know they've been married around 4 years and it's no big deal, it was just the fact I hadn't seen them for 6+ years until today, messed me up totally.
Just as you think things are improving a little. I'll be fine, I know I will. I made it this far. I just wish people I loved in my old life wouldn't take a chunk of me with them when they move on. It's me, not them. Just wish memories of the past weren't so important to me. Just wish I could move on without every memory of the last 20 years keeping me awake. It never used to be like this.
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Sending you virtual hugs, you are not alone. I am and have been in a very bad place for a few weeks now.
Hang in there we will come out into the sunshine once again xx
i hope some of the others will chat to you and offer some support through out the evening. In the mean time maybe a soak in the bath and watch some cr@p on TV to take your mind off things!
Sometimes we revisit the past and just get stuck there for a while.Hope this soon passes for you.Can I add a big well done for managing your new job - a testament to your resilience x
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