Sorry I kinda shot off before, I felt like I wasn't honouring her memory by jumping on here and talking about it. But that doesn't really make any sense, so here I am.
I'm finding that I don't really feel anything at the moment. I know I should feel crushed by it all, and I do in a way. It's like I'm looking at somebody else who's devastated and thinking; "huh, yeah I get why he's so upset."
I know you're all here for different reasons, but do you get what I mean?
EDIT: Here's my original post before I left: healthunlocked.com/headway/...