I went out last night...came back, had the hall light on while I was in the lounge and now things are bad (parents very unhappy with a light being on!). I can understand that but the anger, venom and unpleasantness is something I've probably always dealt with!
I'm slow at looking jobs. Nor do I know what job to do and where. And when I get this unpleasant feeling inside a job isn't the immediate solution!
I often think about ending it and more so when they're like this 😢
I lived with this my whole life and its since head injury I've realised it and its since then its got worse.
Dying because of them would be very sad but when your own parents are so nasty towards their own kids what's the point in anything.
I've been to China,thinking about Africa but what I need is a little place here. Somewhere calm and relaxing 😊not sure that is England but it could be 😊
When things like this morning happen it stays with me for a while. Probably because I live with them!
I was free in Shanghai but I wasn't happy. I'm not free now but and more happy!😊