Hi all im still here business is still growing but i am still struggling inside my brain I feel so depressed feel like I dont know what I want just feel a little scrambled I dont feel like I can talk to anyone about it but you guys as not many understand they just see that im doing well in my work and tell me to get over it :/
added a pic to cheer us all up 
Don't we all wish we could "get over it" , we'd all move on and everything would be hunky dory, I'm trying to battle my way through an inner ear infection, brings a whole new dimension to "balance problems". Looking forward to these wedding pics, your work is so good, well done you, I know it's hard but you're doing goodxxxx Janet
Hi shellsbelle I new here but just wanted to give virtual hug
It is true nobody understand even those ones with best intent i have lost lot of so call friends even people who colleague in nhs who work with people like me so they should know better used to send text me to go out at weekend but not even bothered to ask how I am now sorry I gone off on one oops daisy
Try stay positive keep doing what you love
All best
Emma x
Is that your gorgeous child ; if so, he's more gorgeous than ever. Love the photo.
Have you been overdoing things Michelle. I exceed my limits constantly and then suffer for it, but I'm not running a photography business and raising two children. AND, if I feel exhausted I can just take it easy for as long as I need to, unlike you.
Have you had much 'down' time since the business took off ? Maybe you're expecting too much of yourself and need to restructure your days ?
I agree with those who tell you you've done well but I'd never suggest you can just 'get over' your issues by carrying on regardless. Have you seen your GP ?
I hope you'll get help, or rest, or whatever you need to restore you to how/where you want to be. Love Cat xx
rest is probably what I need yes thats Eden 
he has been in hospital this week he had bad tonsillitis and croup which set off his asthma really bad it has been a horrible week plus work has been busy so I havent stopped i have no work this weekend apart from Editing but at least I can do that snuggled on the sofa in my pants thankyou all for your kind words you all manage to pick me up
There is no wonder you're feeling a bit overwhelmed!
It horrid when your child get ill at home , never mind when they need hospital care, that is just stress on a very high level.
I hope you are going to stay on the sofa with the feet up till bedtime
You are doing to fantastically well, but remember to be kind to yourself too.
I forgot to look after myself since I started back at work. I'm paying for it now. I'm having regular appointments now with gp, and I'm taking my meds as I should do, not as I think I can get away with.
Hope both you & Eden are soon feeling better. xxx 
thanks Cat x
Sounds like too much stress - can you get a break
Well I think having a business, your doing wonder's, keeps you busy and as long as it's not like scrambled egg, your mind then I don't think you have a lot to worry about,
Should I still be taking Citalopram?
Two years and I'm still about!
Still in hospital 
Still here!
Out of minimally conscious but still not fully awake
