So fed up.Saw a physciatrist today for other half.
He was foreign, bad English, I couldn't understand him so what hope did dick, who is very hard of hearing and has b I have.
Came away both of us angry, frustrated and worse than ever.
Dick is sound asleep partly due to meds which we are trying to get changed, part of the reason for the appointment today.
I am wide awake but shattered after calming him down fron a stressful day. Go to bed and he is snori g so loud, the room is shaking.
Just feel like putting a pillow over his face and ending it.
Then take his meds with a few large drinks and do the same for myself.
Will this nightmare ever end!!.
Normally a very upbeat person, but after a few bad days,is it worth it.
He won't remember tomorrow but I will.
What's it really like being a carer........... It sucks!!!!!!