I got an appointment the other day for a CT scan in Southampton for Monday to see if my radio surgery is actually working.
I mean, I'm excited, if they say it's working then I'll be over the moon.
But there's the other side, if it's not working then it means I'll spend my days worrying about if I'm going to drop dead any second.
For those who don't know, I have to bad veins in my head that developed at birth, they're weak and can burst at any time, so I've had a stroke already, but there could be more at any time.
I'll keep you posted.