From the US here, I was diagnosed at 49 in April 2015 with non invasive bladder cancer. I have been in remission since August of 2015. I have never been fearful for my life. I have had 4 TURBTs and 4 cystoscopies and 12 BCG treatments. My last maintenance treatment was a month ago today. I have felt bad ever since the evening 1 day after the treatment. I had a CTU yesterday which revealed very large swelling of lymph nodes below bladder in pelvic region. Now in hospital waiting for a procedure to biopsy these lymph nodes. My doctor thinks a rogue cancer cell somehow escaped the bladder and landed in the lymph nodes. I have never been invasive. Please just say a prayer me. I have a wife and two young teenagers and now I am scared as hell and don't even have a diagnosis. I know in my heart of hearts I have cancer running amok in my body. If not bladder cancer, I very possibly could have lymphoma. So a prayer or two for me and my family would be most appreciated. Thanks.