In your hand you held my heart
Even when we were apart
Then you took a look around
And threw it upon the stony ground
Shattered and broken there it lay
you just laughed and walked away
finding a lover younger than you
your shining toy bright and new
my heart ripped and shattered
like I never really mattered
I watch you as you walk by
The world knows not the tears I cry
I hang on with hope that you will see
How much you still matter to me.
(c) pknee
How i feel pretty much everyday,has been 8 years since my husband left,6 years since divorced,he is now married to the woman he left me for! Try so hard to move on and rebuild my life but nothing works, having Fibro certainly doesn't help,all the years i felt ill and didn't know what was wrong with me,thought i was crazy,mad even! Feel so alone with no one to help or support me when i have bad days,sorry to off load feeling very low at the moment. A lovely poem with raw emotion. Hope you are ok etc! Love and hugs Della xxx
delia i write life asi feland see itam under going vey very bad clinicaldepression at the moment and writing keeps me going.
I think you have to have been there to really understand such desperate loneliness. thoughts are with you. x
I wrote this for my daughter who is trying
to. Cope with a. Breakup
A very difficult time hope she finds the strength to get through it xx
It feels like the worst thing in the World when it happens to you, I went through it years ago. It feels like it will never end, but like most things in life, it does end.
I feel for your daughter, I hope she finds happiness again one day. 
Your gift of expression of such deep, deep feelings, I dont think I've ever come across. Sending love and gentle hug x
Ok my friends I have realised I need new glasses well having terrible problems so
Wrote this poem a year ago at the depths of my despair, and now health and I are about to collide!Look out this is a warning ! Washing machine door explodes
Trust me it will get better she said !! 😡
looking after my grandaughter x
