Been back to work for 2 weeks now.Still do not feel right but needs must. Am waiting for cognitive therepy on the 5th july hoping and praying that it works.A the moment i am feeling very down in the dumps to the point that i am distroying my relationship with my husband. Came home last night husband had a day off told him i was not cooking tonight and to be honest if he does cook i really do not fancy it. he just turned round and said i had an imaginary disease!!! and that i keep making little sounds and i was annoying so i went to bed. I m really angry and upset that he thinks that way and i cannot get them words out of my head. He also tells me that i am dead from neck downwards. this horrible thing does exist we know it does. Its enought for fm to destroy us it does not need love ones to stick the boot in. sorry about the moan i just had to get it out of my head. Still must go to work i suppose earn my pennies.