well another bad night and today I just feel totally wiped my body hurts all over and I'm feeling very low, tears just waiting to flow.
sometimes I just want to shout and scream it's not fair, but then I have to realise that there are so many people so much worse than me, and to stop feeling sorry for myself.
this blog is just to get things off my chest to let my feelings go.
Life sometimes feels too much to bear, but I have fantastic family and friends which makes it worthwhile, an adorable grandson who brings sunshine everytime I see him (which thankfully is often) and the grandaughter who will be arriving in this world this summer, yet more sunshine to look forward to.
Fibro can take so much, things I used to love to do I can no longer.....I miss so much, as do so many of us.
thank you friends for listening