Hello, just want some support and advice please, here my post.
I have recently been out of work for 6 month due to needing time off due to depression and now I am back in work in a retail shop. The manger wanted to hire me as she see that I have potential and confident. My first day was a few days ago and what I can say about it was awful I felt really ill I felt like collapsing I was that tired, I was just stood round doing nothing which made me feel worse but I also suffer from anxiety and depression and I was really quite too, I just wasn't keeping an eye on anything just my head wasn't in the right place. And I had today off due To my car being damaged by anther one last night which is now going to cost me over a £900 to fix which I'm in tears about, just worried about tomorrow now as I'm back in work and I worried that people will treat me differently now and that I will feel the same as i did on my first day. Any idea on how to beat the fear and be confident too, any idea pleases I'm scared really scared, I'm gutted about
My car, I'm fed up I keep crying, I've had enough
Of feeling like this. feel like no one care I feel like I'm getting no support too. Ahhhh help before I give