woke up after a another difficult night and thought, what the heck, I just don't want to see another day this darn life can be so very hard on, feel better one day and terrible the next,
Moondance on anchor in Antigua when life was worth living, how quickly time goes by
How are you feeling now johncrab ?
Pretty stupid question, but how are you feeling now?
Lu xx
much the same, just have to see what tomorrow brings, thanks for your reply
stunning and well jel 
Get you 😅 you'll be totes emosh soon !! xx
wot? 
Duh! You're obviously not down with the kids like me 😅😅
Stands for totally emotional 😙 xx
hello Blue I am a bit lost at your reply, can you explain a bit more,
I am sorry it wasn't the best place to do it, but I was having a joke with fenbadger
I didn't stop and think.
He said he was well jell about the yacht so I said he would probably be totes emosh.
None of it makes any sense it's just the way kids talk now.
I'm sorry if it was inappropriate to have a joke on your post.
People who have been on the forum longer know what we are like!
I hope I haven't upset you. Lu xx
Sorry from me also johncrab . It's just the way some of us are. I really did like your pic and the story behind it.
Lu, wot r u like? And don't ever ruin my street cred and accuse me of being up to date. I work hard to cultivate this image 
I don't have a problem with it Blue, I just did not understated what totes emoush means never heard it b4, its O.K no upset in anyway here, I don't have ant street creed lol, other than people cross the road when they see me coming, does that count lol
no it was not m yacht I used to hire it from Sunsail then we would going sailing the Islands of the West Indies, so many happy memories of those days, that picture was taken 15 odd years ago, such a lovely time warm wind in your hair and sunshine what else can you want, some delightful little Islands we used to sail too, sometimes went passed Necker Island in the BVI's ( Bransons) cant say it was as good as others we stopped at but I could not afford to buy Necker Island anyway lol,
Awe johncrab I do feel for you my friend, it does seem like that sometimes but don't let it beat you my friend, enjoy the good days & that's some beautiful yacht and an even more beautiful location. What a beautiful memory to have.
Peace, luv n light
Jan x
Wonderful memories John.....Wonderful warm days on deck....sipping a cold beer!!!!! I do think should stop daydreamingxx
HI johncrab , Sorry you had a bad night ....I hope your day has been really great!!! Things will get better I had a bad month in October and I'm so glad it's over but it's is OVER!! I hope you have a good sleep filled night and a wonderful tomorrow. Take care. Peck 🐤
I have yet to say how and why I am in the situation I am today, its been 11/12 years since I became ill and I know the reasons because there are more than one, the last is the one that pushed me to far, I only became successful by long hard hours of mental and physical work, no one ever gave me money to start out, some days 18 hours none stop other than a quick coffee and sandwich was all I would get fortunately the winter and bad weather in the UK gave me a break of sorts so I could have some time off, have some lovely pictures and videos of our times away, maybe over time I will post the odd one, to travel the world is always an adventure even went on Concord what a experience that was, odd how life pans out, dad was ex RAF in Bomber Command in the War and shot down around the Normandy area taken POW, he suffered along with many other in concentration camps, Hunger, Cold and so many other things, on my recent trip around Europe and ending up on the Normandy Beaches I did think a lot of all the brave men who had to fight in Europe, I could not cope with going to see the war greaves preferring to remember the fallen as the men they were.
I know exactly where that came from abf have often thought the same .... but I have realised as much as it has stolen my life I do want to see my grand daughter grow up and she needs me in her life for wisdom ....
Just keep chatting away here john and we will all do out best to get you through this xx
Big hugs to you xxx
WOW! That is a stunning photo my friend, and thanks for sharing. I sincerely hope that yoru pain eases for you soon.
Another bad day
I hope this helps in some small Way to get you through another day!!!!! 
Having another bad day today Trying to stay positive.
Will give this another go
YET ANOTHER ASSESSMENT 
