End of TWW mindset

[tash1989]

First cycle on clomid and gave it a really good try this time…going on 3 years of trying “naturally”.. Husband and i both have been eating very clean for 3 months and on Zita West vitamins.

Due to get my period today…. and tested negative.

Does anyone else feel silly or disappointed in yourself for thinking this cycle would be different?

Perhaps worse, not believing a negative test until you actually get your period?

Any tips on trying to stay positive to get the momentum to keep trying at the same level the next cycle?

Hoping to get my NHS referral for IUI or IVF after appointment in September. Right after my 35th birthday.