Hi everyone, Just wondering if anybody can relate because I feel pretty isolated in this.
I have a long history of anorexia, which has been under control for quite a few years, but recently in the lead up to our first embryo transfer I've found the ED voice getting very loud and requiring a lot of management. A few weeks ago I was giving in to it and it became quite scary for a few days, but I fought back and have it under control again now, just about.
I know it's all to do with the anticipation and uncertainty of the transfer, and am doing all the right things - being honest with those around me so I stay accountable, have spoken to a counsellor at the clinic and trying to just take each day as it comes, not look too far ahead and focus on what I need to do each day, which is take my meds, eat enough and not overdo the exercise, but I guess it's a unique place to be, having both things going on at once, so wondering if anyone can relate?