Here we are again ! Fet 5 second transfer with new clinic after our chemical 😐 we have 4 embryos on ice … top graded apparently!
We have down regulated & set to start medication on cycle day 1 & hopefully transfer in 4 weeks .
I’ll be travelling alone to prauge again .. I still have to pinch myself to believe we are stuck on this miserable journey, dancing between grief & hope for most of our relationship & tbh I’m exhausted as so many of us are … but I’m 48 in march & for the first time in my whole journey the doctors are mentioning my age more often, menopause is looming & my womb is “bulky “ .
im sure some hope & excitement will appear but I’m so numb going into this fet ..
Thanks for reading my update
Much love ❤️