Back in the game, again 😁

[Klndmr]

Hey my lovely people, hope you are all well. When I'm not doing any treatments I'm quite quiet but always here to read your stories and when possible to give and advise or just say a few words of encouragement.

Just thought I'll pop in and say hi 😊 I've been feeling quite good in the last few months, thank God for that! I had to desperately lose weight lol, so dieting, exercising. In all honesty I haven't felt that good in a very loooooong time ☺️

I've been also in touch with my new consultant. She has asked me to get some blood tests done all came back fine. I've finally had a hysteroscopy which showed nothing wrong 🤣 don't mean to sound ungrateful but I was sooooo hoping something will come out and explain all my struggles in the last 7 years 🤣

So all good to go for a transfer in May wohooo. My consultant said she would focus on my progesterone, TSH levels and glucose etc. There won't be anymore intralipids as she said she believes I don't need them. This time I'm planning on returning to UK 4 days after my transfer and having my OTD here. Also no early scans for me anymore, I've lost last two pregnancies within 12 hours of my viability scans. I know the transvaginal scans are completely safe but due to last year's experiences I'm refusing to have one if I get a positive test with my next transfer.

So let's see what life has in stock for me in the next few months. I hope my 6th transfer and my last two frosties will bring joy and happiness in my life!

Sending hugs, smiles and lots and lots of love and positive vibes to you all ❤️🌼😁☺️😊

[Mahriya]

so lovely to hear you’re doing great and going strong. Best of luck in May with your transfer ❤️xx

[Klndmr in reply to Mahriya]

Thank you ever so much! And massive congratulations on the arrival of your beautiful Delara 🎈❤️🌼 Hope you are doing well and enjoying this new chapter in your life. Love and hugs to you both X 😘

[Positivechangeplease]

oh my goodness. You look amazing 🤩 and I just hope this is the right time for you. Are you taking naturally occurring folic acid? I can’t remember if I ever said but it’s definitely worth it. And no chance you’re a resus positive is there?

[Klndmr in reply to Positivechangeplease]

Awww thank you! I'm taking just normal folic acid with b12 as recommend from my consultant and I had bloods done two weeks ago to change all levels and foliate and b12 are at good levels. I'm 0 positive 🤗 Hope you are doing well 🌻

[Positivechangeplease in reply to Klndmr]

so you should be all good then I have everything crossed for you xx

[Applepie7]

So nice to hear from you. Fingers and toes crossed for you. Hope all goes well in May! Ps: love the pic xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Applepie7]

Thank you! Let's see what happens 😀 I'm positive as usual prior to transfer hahahha let's hope this time it works better. How's everything with you? Xx

[Star241]

looking fabulous!!!! Great to see you x

[Klndmr in reply to Star241]

Thank you ever so much! And congratulations on the arrival of your beautiful baby boy! 🤗🌻❤️

[Star241 in reply to Klndmr]

thanks so much xx

[Miracle43]

sending lots of baby dust 🌈💞 x

[Klndmr in reply to Miracle43]

Thank you! Hope you are well x 🙏

[Miracle43 in reply to Klndmr]

I’m still here … still trying xx

[Cinderella5]

Hey lovely, you are looking fabulous and more importantly you sound like you are ready to kick some IVF ass again! Good luck as always, lots of love.🤞🏻🤗😘💖xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Cinderella5]

Always ready to kick that ass 🤣🤣🤣 Hopefully this time it won't kick me back again hahaha. 🤣🤣🤣

[Cinderella5 in reply to Klndmr]

Really hope so too honey! Loads of vitual hugs.... you've friended me on Instagram.....incase you didn't realise.xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Cinderella5]

I did realise but I haven't opened my account in such a long time. I'm going on it now 😄 ❤️❤️❤️

[butterfliez]

Hi its great to hear your feeling good, Its nice that these last few months you've had a focus with the health kick and feeling much better for it, after losses/ failures it is so difficult to get in the right frame of mind so well done you!! 😀 , it probably feels amazing to have a bit of control over your body as we know during all the treatment we can feel run down and all over the place with the excess hormones and so on.

sorry that the tests didn't bring back any answers but good news all is well and you can start your FET process soon. wishing you all the luck for May lovely 😍 xx

[Klndmr in reply to butterfliez]

Thank you! It's definitely difficult to kick back and get into a shape to carry on but what choice do we have? Not much ahaha Hope you are doing well! Xx

[Boo718]

I hope sooo much that this is your time 😘😘 you are such an inspiration to everyone here. Glad to hear you are feeling so much better within yourself. You look amazing xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Boo718]

Aww thank you for the lovely words! I was in a bit of a dark place but luckily it didn't last too long and I've picked myself up. I'm tired of letting infertility manage my life! My life and my body, I'll be in control as much as I can! 🤗❤️How's everything with you? Not long to go now wohooo! Hope everything is going great! Lots of love and smiles your way ❤️

[Millbanks]

Good luck, lovely lady!! xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Millbanks]

Thank you! Hope is all well with you! ❤️🤗

[PenguinBlue]

send you lots of luck!! Xxx

[Klndmr in reply to PenguinBlue]

Thank you ever so much! Hope is all well with you! 🙏❤️

[Hidden]

So glad you are feeling a bit more like your old (young) self and sure this break will do you the world of good! I know what you mean about the hysteroscopy and sort of hoping to find something, but focus on the fact you are in the clear and your consultant sounds really sensible with a great plan of action - keep us all updated - we will all be cheerleading you!! xx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Thank you! We laugh with hubby cause whenever we do some investigation we haven't done before we are both like "oh yeah, something is going to cime out this time" and the we laugh again that nothing comes out hahahah. I really like the new consultant so let's see 🙈 hopefully she has some different ideas and helps me finally stay pregnant! 🙏🤗How are you? Is she here yet? ❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[User20]

Sending you lots of positive vibes 💕

[Klndmr in reply to User20]

Thank you! And to you congratulations on the arrival of your beautiful little girl 🤗❤️🙏

[DreamingOfTwo79]

I always enjoy reading your posts, what a well of positivity you are, it is so inspiring! Wishing you all the luck in the world for May, I will look out for your updates. Keeping everything crossed for you that this will finally be your time! All the best! xx

[Klndmr in reply to DreamingOfTwo79]

Awww thank you! I do have my dark moments too ahhaha but luckily they don't tend to last for too long! I'll keep you all posted as usual! How's everything with you? Have you had the green light for a FET?

[DreamingOfTwo79 in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you for asking, I had my FET yesterday! I'm feeling super happy and positive, it's been a while since my last 2WW so am doubly excited. Here's hoping the time will pass really quickly! Not long till May now and your next transfer, I'll be keeping it all crossed for you! Sending lots of love and all the positive thoughts! xx

[Klndmr in reply to DreamingOfTwo79]

That's great! Being in the 2ww with fresh powers and full of positivity is very very important! All my fingers crossed hope it ends with the best news! Xx 🙏🙏🙏🙏🤗🤗🤗

[Babyrainbow]

good to see you back! Good luck with your transfer in may. ❤️🤞🏼🌈🍀

[Klndmr in reply to Babyrainbow]

Thank you ever so much! Hope is all well with you! 🤗❤️

[Seren0119]

yay!!! Will be praying and keeping positive for you xxxx

[Klndmr in reply to Seren0119]

Thank you! Hope is all well with you! 🙏🤗❤️

[AuroraXen]

You're looking fab! Wishing you so much luck for your next transfer 💕 I hope the changes do the trick 🙏 and I understand you not wanting a vaginal scan this time. Keep us updated 🤩 xx

[Klndmr in reply to AuroraXen]

Thank you! Definitely not having an early scan if it works, I mean I know they are perfectly safe but with the experience from last year no way! 🤗 Hope is all going well with you and you are feeling great! ❤️🤗🙏

[AuroraXen in reply to Klndmr]

Yeah I know it's probably daft but I saw your posts in the Autumn about early vaginal scans and they were actually the reason I waited until 8 weeks to have a first scan, as there is a private place near me that will do abdominal from 8 weeks. I know all the evidence says vaginal scans are totally safe but I got it into my head that I didn't want to have ANY regrets about anything, so held on a bit longer until they could get a reliable picture through the abdomen. I'm doing fine thanks Lovely 😘 Sending you all my positive vibes! xx

[Klndmr in reply to AuroraXen]

Thank you! Same to you ☺️

[minnesota_girl]

Best of luck to you in May. I can definitely advocate for taking some time to feel yourself again, I did the same last year, nearly a whole year's break in the end, focused on my mental and physical health and it did me a world of good. I never felt better going into my last transfer and it just made everything a little bit easier. I also really liked for our overseas transfer taking a slow trip home after transfer, almost made it into a low key and distracting holiday (we took the train from southern Spain home to the UK!) And by the time I got home it was nearly test day!

Wishing you all the best

💕💕💕

[Klndmr in reply to minnesota_girl]

Thank you! The longer break has definitely done me lots of good. We've taken a few trips too, went to Italy, Egypt and back home in Bulgaria so definitely last few months have been soooo normal for a change. 🤗Hope everything is going great with you! 🙏❤️🤗

[magda22]

Woo hoo, transfer in May! That's what I've been hoping and planning for, but just had a possible wobble from the clinic. Good for you for making that decision about the scans- follow intuition based on experience, yes!

I've been around on this forum about 5 years and definitely remember you. Let's hope this year brings something great for both of us!

[Klndmr in reply to magda22]

Same here, I've joined 2018, been trying since 2016 it seems such a long time isn't it 😁 I just hope the end of this struggle is just behind the corner! Hope dies last, with me, hope never dies! All my fingers crossed this year brings the biggest joy in our lives, so we can then complain about morning sickness and then complain about all the sleepless nights caused by our little miracles! Here is to an amazing 2023! 🌼❤️💗🙏😁❤️

[magda22 in reply to Klndmr]

Hope dies last 😁😅❤ i love that x

[Boo718]

hello how are you doing? Xxx

[Star241]

also hoping you are doing well xx

[kattyyy]

hi, i hope that you are doing well also

[OurMiracleBabies]

Stopping by to cheer you on.. hope all is going to plan.