as a couple we are finding it hard after two years of journey and without any support from family. As they live in a different continent!
all the sudden my husband has decided to move to Scotland for job purposes! He thinks he can manage the strain of treatment and new employers in Scotland.
we live in a town in England and for treatment we travel to Bristol which is like 2hour journey by car early in the morning.
I am not quite sure that I can do this by my own leaving a part.
Is it the end of this journey for me. Why don’t I get some peace and forget about all this. I can’t stop crying.
I can’t convince him at all. He says he can do all naturally but it’s ridiculous to think while we are leaving apart. And in past when we lived apart it did not help to conceive either.
It’s quite unlike as I have accepted that long ago we both tend to get stressed out and we have lost that romance already hence we had to take the step forward for IVF.
Moreover, he is soon going to be 48 and I am 42. He thinks we can take break from all for six months or so! I am all scared without stability it’s all emotionally very difficult!
I am finding it all hard to deal with. Sorry about ranting!