Spotting..just like every other failed cycle 😕

[Georgina78]

Hi ladies well I've been pretty proud of myself all week..felt quite calm (certainly more than any previous 2ww) have stayed well away from google & dare I say the week hasn't dragged as much as I thought it would..however that may change.

I have spotted today, only a tiny bit and it's just brown at the moment but this is how it's been on previous cycles so I can already feel my calmness slipping and can't help feeling that doom, that beginning of the end feeling 😕

I know I would tell any other lady that posted this that it could be implantation/it's too soon to think it's all over yet (today is 7dp5dt) but because of this being how it was previously, I'm struggling to believe my own advice.

I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve from this post but it does help getting it out, thanks for listening to me being a negative nelly! Xx

[emu2016]

Cmon! We're nearly there!!! I had a bit of spotting today: 9dp3dt.... pink and a bit mucus like.

Was all fine thinking I shouldn't give up until the dead of night and now I'm wondering and worrying.,, now I've seen your post and I just want us to have some kind of power ranger kickback to spotting! Haha!

Big hugs. I've never got here before. But I guess just because something happens like it always does, doesn't mean to say it'll end the way is usually does? x

[Georgina78 in reply to emu2016]

I know! I've done so well all week 🙈 Hope I haven't worried you lovey, you're right it won't necessarily end the same way. What I need to remember is that all these things are symptoms of 2 different things..they could be pregnancy & implantation or pre-af stuff, not to mention just the progesterone..I should know better!

Thank you anyway emu, I'm going to find my inner power ranger 😂 Xx

[Georgina78 in reply to Georgina78]

& I hope yours is just implantation/one of those things too 🙏🏻 x

[emu2016 in reply to Georgina78]

I'm secretly happy that you posted this... it made me think 'no! We will not be defeated!' It helped me too.

Are you still spotting? I got some thoughts about implantation or irritating the cervix when I posted about this yesterday.

You're 8dp today? x

Ps: what colour power ranger are you? x

[Georgina78 in reply to emu2016]

Oh good, felt bad then! Yeah a little bit this morning, brown again & like you say a bit mucusy/ mixed in with pessary gunk (soz!) I have heard about irritating the cervix actually, and I probably do push it up as far as poss, just to be sure, y'know!!

I was watching power rangers with my nephew the other week & thought there should be a silver one! I'd be that 🙃

[Georgina78 in reply to Georgina78]

Ps yeah 8dp x

[emu2016 in reply to Georgina78]

Yeah the mucus - which I believe on here people use CM (cervical mucus and not content management which I found when googling yesterday) seems to have developed more for me since yesterday. I feel we're arriving at the days of yucky descriptions of what's going on down there!

Fingers crossed it's all good signs. When is your test date? xx

[Georgina78 in reply to emu2016]

Yeah, my hubby gets all these descriptions too poor fella!! He'd make an amazing father to a teenage girl because he knows it all! Especially if she had endo like me 😳

It's Friday, when's yours? Xx

[emu2016 in reply to Georgina78]

I've got two HPT's which is worrying me ... my hospital don't do blood tests?!

First one Tuesday. Which I'm ignoring what it says...because Thursday is the one where I stop or continue all the drugs xx

[Georgina78 in reply to emu2016]

Mine don't do bloods if it's a bfn either, in fact I'm not even sure if they do if it's positive because I've never got that far. I would just take Thursdays as gospel too. Sooo much luck xx

[emu2016 in reply to Georgina78]

You tooooooo! Come on little pairs of embryos! x

[Hidden]

Nooooooo! Don't give up cycle buddy!!! It's not over until it's over!! Thinking of you so much - I know that awful feeling of doom but don't let it suck you in just yet xxxxx

[Georgina78 in reply to Hidden]

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[Se99]

It's nowhere near over! I would think it could be to do with irritatating you cervix too, can you try the back door?

OTD is Wednesday for me 😬😬😬

[emu2016 in reply to Se99]

Back door. 😂 Every time x

[Se99 in reply to emu2016]

Ditto!!! Much easier 😂

[emu2016 in reply to Se99]

I meant the phrase! sadly I'm stuck to front door... might be why I bled yesterday too x

[Se99 in reply to emu2016]

Ha, sounds more glamorous doesn't it! I'm only allowed back door!x

[Georgina78 in reply to Se99]

Thanks Se99, hopefully it is! There hasn't been any since so 🙏🏻 Soooo much luck to you too, let's hope it's a good news week xx

[Amanda86]

Hey Georgina,

I know how difficult it is but try not to worry. Spotting is very common. I remember Diane telling me that brown spotting is very common and it's just old blood which I think the pessaries soften and this is what brings it down.

You're almost there 🙂 Sending you so much luck xxx

[Georgina78 in reply to Amanda86]

Aw thanks Amanda, hopefully! There's been none since the bit this morning so really hoping it was implantation! Xx

[7AVA]

Good luck ladies, keeping everything crossed for you xxx

[Cinderella5]

Hang in there Georgina78 !! I know it's hard to take your own advice but do try lovely, you're doing great!xx

[Georgina78 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you Cinderella, this 2ww seems like a tale of two halves! Xx

[Hidden]

Hang on in there georgina I think we are all great at being supportive, positive and proving advice to others but can we often find it hard to apply the same advice to ourselves. This could very well be implantation bleeding so just keep reminding yourself of this. I've got everything crossed for you xxx

[Georgina78 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks nmill, you're right, we're so much more rational when we're advising others! I've not had any spotting since the bit this morning so really hoping that was it & it was implantation xx

[Hidden in reply to Georgina78]

Remember your a warrior not a worrier and good news that there no more spotting xx

[Georgina78 in reply to Hidden]

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[Tugsgirl]

Keeping my fingers crossed for you 🤞 xx

[Claire_Mitch]

Keeping absolutely everything crossed for you!!!!!!! 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🍀🍀🍀🍀 Keep doing everything you're doing to stay relaxed and I'm sending lots of hugs and good vibes 🤗🤗🤗 xxx