So this is gonna be a long post.. firstly good luck to all you lovely ladies in/starting cycles š„°
I havenāt done a transfer since may of last year, I havenāt been allowed to as my doctors have been investigating me for many things, from may- December couldnāt carry on the ivf as I was awaiting an endocrinologist appointment, he told me my thyroid was good, around march this year they decided it could be cancer in my lymph nodes, after a 2ww referal they donāt think it is, another lump appears Iāve had scans and now Iām being sent back to the hospital as Iāve got cysts and lumps everywhere, I just want to get back on this road of ivf, 7 years into trying nearly 25 years old and all I really want is too hold a baby of my own in my arms and with just one more fresh cycle off the NHS I just canāt help but think itās not going too work, 1 chemical one miscarriage and one BFN, what is going to make this last chance any different. All I keep seeing is everyone announce their baby news on fb, im trying so hard not to be bitter but I just want nothing more than my own happy family š¢ anyways selfish rant over wishing you all the best ā¤ļøš