Hey all you lovey people…♥️
I keep asking myself why do I feel like my nightmares are all coming back 😢
So I have my son who is 15 months, I had him through ivf and he’s my world and I feel so so blessed however, for the last few months it’s come to mind that I’ve been off contraception for 15 months. I have only one tube and stage 4 endometriosis but somewhere in my mind I had hope I would conceive naturally. This is like the 3rd month now where I feel so depressed when I feel my period symptoms coming. Sometimes I feel I’m convincing myself I’m pregnant and me and my partner get excited and then I end up coming on a period. I suppose I had some hope as I know after some have had babies through ivf it happens for them naturally… NOT ME!! 😔 I spent 10 years like this before my son. I can’t do it again.
How do I get out of this, it hurts so bad. I look at my son and I feel so lucky but I want another one…
I just feel so so down…
hope all is well xxx