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I honestly just wanted to thank everyone on here. I think without all your support I may have lost my s**t over the last 4 years. Infertility is soo difficult. I’ve gone through sooo many different emotions (ttc for 10 years). Anger, sadness, excitement, devastation, depression, desperation, happy, indifferent … arsed 😂 I think I have felt every single possible emotion. Even hitting rock bottom at one point where I struggled to even get out of my bed.

I’ve wanted to punch people who are popping out there 5th child even though they barely look after the other 4. I’ve held it together when friends have said they are having children and looked on excitedly at the scan, smiled happily at the baby shower and gender reveal all the while thinking … ‘grrrrr’

I’ve laughed and joked with the little old man in the local shop asking how far along I am ….. Nono just fat 😂 I’ve smiled and said things like ‘oh not yet’ and ‘We’re happy just the two of us’ when that old school friends asks if we have children. While she tells me alllll about hers.

I’ve cried on the toilet, in the car, literally christened every single room of my house with tears. But then I wash my face and greet the guest at the door with a massive smile … maybe their day has been worse than mine.

I know that every single one of us is fighting a slightly different version of the same battle. For some it’s secretive, others are more open. Whatever you choose to do we are all there for each other. Not one person should go through this alone. Maybe one day our dream of having a family will come true, maybe it won’t. But we are blooming strong men and women for giving it all that we’ve got. Good luck and soo much love to every single one of you xxx

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Millbanks profile image
Millbanks

That's such a lovely message ❤️

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Redsequin

So lovely.

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XOXO13

Lovely message ♥️

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COAGMS

A really beautiful message xxx

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Lacryacky

This went straight to my hearth. ♥️

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butterfliez

A lovely post , as I battle on through each hour of the days it has been nice to see this today. I wish you every ounce of luck with your steps ahead xx

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MagicTourmaline

What a nice message! I wish you a great success on your journey and may the future bring you lots of joy and happiness, you deserve it!!! ❤

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SUMMERTIME02

I pray we all get to see the light at the end of this tunnel and enjoy the much awaited beautiful bliss after the struggle💕

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Eternalwarrior

What a beautiful message... I have got tears in my eyes!❤️💖💞

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Krystal_43

Lovely message! All the best to you, I have all fingers and toes crossed for this next transfer of yours.

Woow what an amazing message! You wrote the life of everyone here that's struggling and fighting infertility. We can get through anything, we're strong!

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AuroraXen

Aww Boo that's such a lovely message, thank you for sharing. So much of that resonates with me too.... I've started to respond to the 'no children then?' comments with 'nope afraid not: 20k down and yet we still can't have any!'. That seems to work nicely 😆 (I don't put it that way to the people enquiring kindly, obviously, just to the frankly nosy and judgemental queries I guess we all sometimes get, which thankfully are few and far between for me). Anyway, wishing you loads of luck 😘 xx

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D1245

❤️

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Littlepeax

Beautiful message ❤️ made me emotional 💫

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Mgkt2021

💕💕

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Cinderella5

Awww bless you! This is amazing, so strong!💪🏻 Wishing you all the luck in the world!xxx

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Sparklylife

❤️

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SianieShorts

Love this ❤️

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Nic_o_la_la

❤️❤️

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Social-Butterfly

God bless you and wishing you all the luck in the world!

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