Hello again if anyone still remembers me :)

[aamiller405]

Hi there,

Havent used this forum in a long time but thought Id pop back on as a lot of things have changed since my last post.

We had called it quits on IVF and were starting the adoption process. Anyway to cut a long story short my husband had a mental health breakdown which in turn has meant we are unable to adopt for several years until his mental health is considered stable.

So we are just about to embark on another new way to parenthood..this time we are trying sperm donation but doing it privately at home to avoid going through any official treatment again... one day soon I really hope I can post a baby update on this forum.

It's scary that I first posted on here 4 years ago and still we are no further forward. Its 6 years next month since we started TTC.

1 fresh ICSI

4X FET

1 misscarriage

1 chemical pregnancy

An adoption journey fallen part

Surely surely that is all the bad luck we can have!!

I'm hoping that the ladies I used to chat with on here actually don't see this post because they are off looking after their babies!

Baby dust to everyone

[Maryc32]

Hello I wish you so much luck on this new path. Xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to Maryc32]

Thank you so much x

[Lovemylion]

Hello! Yes I remember you! Your partner has the same condition as mine so I did used to follow your journey. Wishing you lots of luck on your new journey! Sorry to hear about your partner suffering a break down and your MCs and BFNs, I know how hard it is. Xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to Lovemylion]

Hiya... Thank you and im so sorry you've been having a tough journey too.. Wishing you all the best xo

[Orla9298]

Hi lovely, sorry to hear about your partner but I’m glad you’re managing to still try for now! Exciting times and good luck with it. Xx

[aamiller405 in reply to Orla9298]

Thank you xo

[Livinginhope2019]

Hello lovely, I remember you, I think at times we were going through the same stages at the same time. Will have everything crossed for you xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to Livinginhope2019]

Hiya.. Thank you.. I remember you too and was heartbroken to read your updates.... So sorry things have been so tough for you xo

[Millbanks]

Welcome back lovely! I’m so sorry to read about your struggles. You were very kind to me when I was going through some of my darkest moments. I’m excited for you and really hope this is your silver bullet. Wishing you lots of luck xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to Millbanks]

I remember you well abd I'm delighted to see you have a little one on the way ❤️ thank you so much, I really hope so x

[Millbanks in reply to aamiller405]

Aww thank you! 6th time lucky for us and still can’t believe it ❤️

[Picalilli99]

Welcome back! So sorry to hear about your partner and the delays to the adoption process. Wishing you the best of luck on this new alternative path lovely! xx

[aamiller405 in reply to Picalilli99]

Thank you lovely.. And im so very sorry to read your latest updates.. Praying for a little miracle for you xo

[KiboXX]

Oh lovely, I’m so sorry you’ve had a set back 😢 sending you lots of love and a shit ton of positive vibes for the next steps on your journey ♥️ Xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to KiboXX]

Thanks so much xo

[Hidden]

Welcome back! I am so sorry the rocky road continued for you but really hope this is a new chapter and it all works well for you! Heaps of luck xx

[aamiller405 in reply to Hidden]

Hiya.. Im really sorry to see you're still fighting too... I hope we both finally get our little miracles xo

[Cinderella5]

Hey, I'm so sorry for all that you have been through and still are going through!😢 I hope your hubby is back on his feet and you are both doing ok, you have so much on your shoulders. Wishing you so much luck and sending lots of hugs and love.xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to Cinderella5]

Hiya.. Thank you its certainly been a tough time all round but things are good atm thankfully. Hope you and the babies are doing well xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to aamiller405]

Glad to hear it! I'm doing ok thank you! All the best.xxx

[Hidden]

Hi lovely, your poor partner, it must've been scary for him and for you to see him suffer, with the right medication and counsel hopefully this will help reprogramme his thoughts and feel better soon. Wishing you both all the best on the next journey, take care x

[aamiller405 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you 😊 yes he's finally getting all the help he needs thankfully xo