Till we meet again 👼🏻👼🏻

[thedancer91]

Hi ladies. I just wanted to say that I did my beta today, and unfortunately got a BFN. Sad? If you ask me, yes definitely.. because a loss is still a loss — and it matters, whichever stage their at.

But tbh it’s slightly better than our first failed FET (I was totally heartbroken and shattered) at 7weeks earlier this year. Ectopic pregnancy. Poor emby was growing too well in my left tube.

This time round, I think my husband and I have learned to managed our expectations. The next few weeks and months will probably ache, but I pray we will be okay.

My gynae has given me 2 months rest, and has kindly asked for me to lose some weight (currently at BMI 32). So I’d start on that while I recover. We have another blastocyst left. My gynae has encouraged me to collect more eggs for more embies cos she says “you’re only 30”. So we’ll see how things go.

Having lots of embies sound great, but to go through many transfers is something to think about.

Meanwhile I’ll be a little quiet here till I start another cycle.

Thank you everyone for your little posts cos they have helped me someway somehow, and I’m grateful for this platform (that’s the reason I joined here anyway hehe). I know I’m not alone ❤️

For those who are TTC, hang in there. Sending lots of love! For those who have experienced any form of loss, my prayers are with you too. We will all get through this. If not now, later, or someday we will.

Till we meet again.

[AuroraXen]

Lovely words! I'm really sorry this cycle wasn't the one for you. I know it won't seem like it but I'd say you definitely ARE still young - there's every chance this will happen for you guys 😘 And great that you have a blast ready when you are. You sound very wise, drawing a line under this one and taking some time to regroup. Wishing you peace and strength and all the luck for your next steps x