Absolutely gutted

[MarchieH]

It’s my test day tomorrow and I have just started to bleed. My period started on my first cycle but four days before my test date so I thought I’d past that little hurdle and really hoping for a positive test, but I doubt that will happen now. I’ve never been able to but a test and be excited to wee on it, oh well maybe next time x

[Livinginhope2019]

I’m so sorry, sending you a big hug xxx

[MarchieH in reply to Livinginhope2019]

Ah thank you xx

[strawberriesandcream]

So sorry to hear this. Are you certain it’s period type blood? I was pregnant and bled for a few days (it ended in MC but still I know some blood doesn’t always mean it’s over) xx

[MarchieH in reply to strawberriesandcream]

I think it is, I was spotting but I think it’s becoming more of a flow now. I did try to do a test earlier, but it was faulty and didn’t give a clear indicator. I’ll probably just wait till tomorrow now xx

[Zucci]

Oh sorry to hear this. Still wishing all the best for you. Xx 🧡

[MarchieH in reply to Zucci]

Ah thanks Zucci I really appreciate it xx

[F_J_762301]

So sorry to hear this Marchie. No one really understands that gut wrenching feeling of it being all over unless youve been there. Sending massive hugs 🧡 xx

[MarchieH in reply to F_J_762301]

Thank you for taking for taking the time to reply. I’m just hoping that the future has something in store for us xxx

[F_J_762301 in reply to MarchieH]

I know me too. Im having a real off day today i just found out one of my close friends is pregnant. Im so happy for them buts its really knocked me for six. I havent felt like this for ages. My mum said to me before lets hope all these tears are worth it. I said theyve got to be for something havent they xx

[MarchieH in reply to F_J_762301]

Sending you lots of love and hugs,it makes no sense why it doesn’t happen for us. No-one actually understands unless they are in it, I send you lots of love to your situation. It’s the hardest thing when your best friends are having babies because if you are like me,I’m happy but I am

Jealous and I hate that feeling, but it is normal Xxxx

[F_J_762301 in reply to MarchieH]

Its the weirdest feeling. So happy for someone else and at the same time so desperately sad for yourself. It caught me off guard but as soon as she said 'i've got something i need to tell you...' i knew exactly what was coming. I can see for your other post youve been through the ringer a bit like myself. Failure after failure takes its toll on us i think. Sending you positivity and hugs for whatever your next step is in your journey. Be kind to yourself while you recover from this setback xx

[MarchieH in reply to F_J_762301]

Ah thank you for such a lovely message. I’m ok, I think...I don’t seem as upset as I have in the past, maybe I’ve prepared myself but it’s just so sad that it’s another bfn. But I do think we are getting closer but I’m just not sure what way we will become parents xxx

[Jezzabelle in reply to MarchieH]

Hey MarchieH! Sorry to hear about your bfn. I know there are no words that will will make it easier, but stay strong and take time to be kind to yourself x

[Jezzabelle in reply to F_J_762301]

Hey F_J_762301! I just wanted to jump in and say I know exactly how you feel. One of my close friends found out she was pregnant just before my husband and I started IVF, and then her 12 week scan fell on exactly the same day as my egg retrieval. It’s so tough as you’re happy for them, but also feel how unfair life is at the same time. Keep your chin up, you got this 👊🏻 X

[F_J_762301 in reply to Jezzabelle]

Thank you. Ive written a post about this tonight as i am still struggling. Thats exactly how i feel, my partner and parents are amazing and just be there for me when i am upset which im so grateful for. I hope you have people who can be there for you too. And this forum is great to vent anonymously! Xx