7dp5dt today, final embryo. Noticed pink watery spot on 5dp nothing since. Nothing whatsoever. No twinges/cramping. I can't face another BFN

[LadyGem]

I'm 36 (37 in January) with no fallopian tubes. Been told everything else is "fine". I've had 3 cycles with the NHS, I've had multiple tests and taken part in trials paid and unpaid.

I've had 10 embryos transferred in total, the final one (top quality) was transferred last week. I had one BFP in October 2018 which resulted in MMC.

I've been tested for ERA, EMA and NK cells. They all came back with hardly anything, I almost wanted them to say I had loads of things wrong with me, rather than "there isn't really anything, you seem OK".

I had treatment stopped in March due to Covid and restarted again in June. I'm very aware of the age clock ticking away. My clinic put me on Buselin injections for 6 weeks and then on progynove and progesterone. I wasn't allowed to take steroids on this round due to Covid. The transfer was good, I relaxed (in the sun!) for 2 days afterward.

I had one spot which was a pale pink watery wipe on 5dp (Wednesday) and was convinced my period would start. I always bleed early especially on natural goes. I am high as a kite with hope one minute and then low when I have to psych myself up to go for a wee. Can't face seeing bleeding. We are fortunate and can afford to go private but the thought of starting again fills me with dread. It's been a long 4 years.

I worked with a fertility nutritionist, spend a fortune on food/vitamins/tests and put my life on hold. Whilst everyone around me has been or is pregnant.

When I use Dr Google to see if anyone is in or has been in my situation all I see if posts of "no symptoms" but to me, twinges and cramps ARE symptoms. I haven't felt anything and I'm convinced the pessaries is just holding AF back.

I'm using this post to rant I think; my husband and friends are fantastic but no one understands really. I just want a miracle!! I want someone to tell me it's going to be OK.

My test date is Tuesday 25th. I want to test Sunday but I feel so down at the thought of another BFN. I'd rather my period just arrive and put me out of my misery.

Sorry to rant...

[Cici85]

I am so sorrry for all you have been through, I pray this is your time. I wish you get a positive and all will be well. 🤗🤗🤗

[Pinkybaby]

Try and stay calm. You are very close to your positive result. Keeping my fingers crossed for you.

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi LadyGem. Could just be down to a bit of inflammation following the use of instruments during transfer. Might even be down to pessaries upsetting you a bit, if you have been prescribed them. Just have a rest when you can and hopefully all will settle down and progress as it should. Thinking of you. Diane

[LadyGem]

Thank you for your lovely positivety. I'm a lurker on these sites and never comment so the fact you've taken time out to respond means a lot.

I just wish we could see into the future, but what's the fun in that I guess!

Has anyone had virtually "no symptoms" no tugging, cramping, and got BFP? I really do feel like I'm just holding off AF until test date by taking these pessaries. (and sorry for TMI but my clinic told me to use the back door for the pessaries) wishing you all lots of luck

[Ivfgotadream]

I’m 13 weeks with twins and in the entire 2ww had zero symptoms - NOTHING. I actually still don’t other than a massive bump.

I also don’t have any tubes as lost them both to ectopics x

[JenRoy]

I had no symptoms during my 2ww and got a BFP. Had very few symptoms through most of my pregnancy. Barely felt pregnant until around 20 weeks & that was only because I had a bump. Really hope you get a positive result 🤞🤞🙏🙏

[Ttc062018]

I am so sorry you have been through so much. I really hope you get good news on Tuesday.

I am in the 2WW with our first transfer and swing from positive to negative feelings on a daily basis.

I have 0 symptoms. X